Alone

Today has been very hard.
It seems like I can't ever do enough.
Be enough.
Accomplish enough.
There are never enough hours in the day.
Never enough moments.
Never enough breaths to take.
This feeling of inadequacy is overwhelming.

What I think is worse though is the "loneliness".
Feeling so alone and not being able to talk to anyone; nor having anyone to talk to.
No one to call.
It's disheartening.

It seems that the world is spinning around and around and around and I'm just standing there. Alone.
So very alone.
Endlessly ALONE.