Am I Okay?

To many thoughts racing around
Spinning and whirling, not making a sound
Feeling so angry, so lost, so hated, so confused,
So unloved, so unworthy, so sad, so abused,
I can't let this one pass by me
It's Everything,
It's every instance,
It's every time you asked
What did I do?
Say no to you? No...
Is this alright with me?
No, No, No, No...
No, its really not
This is over
I am done
I am through
It's finally going to be over...
Leaving me so broken and so blue
But Finally, Finally, Finally away from you.